After yesterday's reading of some old journals i had, i am surprised to find that from 2005 till now, I am still struggling, battling with similar issues. I guess they dont quite go away do they? except that now it probably takes me a shorter time to get over the issues and they happen a little less.
Well, I can tell with the mood swings that its loads less! Hooray!
And the issue of faith - in a husband and having my own family, i guess its bit better. :)
Guess deeper issues to deal with than i thought.
Anyways, today was interesting.
Started my day with living word showing me Gal 5:22 - fruits of the spirit. Didnt think too much about it. Just claimed it, knowing that I already have it cos the spirit is in me.
Then listening to John Burns, he talked about the spirit as well.
And also about the journey to becoming who we want to be.
THAT was really interesting, cos the goal that I had in mind was becoming the wife/mother I want to be yet i found it a silly goal. Cos it sounded ridiculous to me. Yet today, I hear John Burns encouraging us to care more about that journey than the destination. And to enjoy it.
Wow!
Isnt God amazing. :)
Just love Him!
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